Berlin, 13.03.2019
It is fucking hard to be yourself and act against all odds.
Its easy just to execute, if the orders come from somewhere else. Cause we don´t take responsibility.
But if its all up to us:
It is fuckin scary, to go into the unknown and just have a feeling as your source*. The feeling to do the right thing.
- No Science, No Proof, No beaten Path
There is not one way, no right way – only your way.
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If you have doubt to feel anxiety – don´t push them away. Confront it, write it down. Let it leave your body and don´t just let it stay just inside. Express it – not necessarily to the world – but go and work thru that yourself.
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Memo to myself:
Don´t do a Video about everything, just go and write is fine as well. (The Video is most of the time just an expression and loud thinking for myself.)
(Schachoma Todestag 13.03.2017 – Get Shit done – Do what you fear – have faith)
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Do what matters to You.
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- Get shit done // Break the Wall, get over the hump and do the first Step
- Have discipline und Sei es dir selbst wert // When you at it, stick to it. Start with small steps, it seems obvious to start with big jumps – but you ain´t gonna keep up with that pace over the long run. Slow and steady wins the race & Do it for yourself
- Fuck Perfection // After a while you gonna think it sucks and your not good at it, fuck that thought, get over it and focus on the longterm progress. If you haven´t done X, you wouldn´t be doing Y. See it as a process. 100% is just a mark, but you gonna succeed and surpass that 100%, cause it was just the 100% of your past, looking back know it seems like no big deal, like 10% in your current state.